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Isolation

by Since Ever

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Alive 03:22
It’s secured, it's contained It's in control The fear that tries to escape as darkness floods Has it come to this?
Fear is winning here How far we got from our long-awaited dream I'm reaching out And realize All is gone Our paradise The bliss of our lives Turned into one eternal night The fear as I stared death in the eye Leaves me in awe how I'm alive All around me In fight, in suffering I see the faces of the ones that I love In my wildest dreams this would never end In a way such as this, it's all insane Are we in hell? Blessed souls Must be damned Our paradise The bliss of our lives Turned into one eternal night The fear as I stared death in the eye Leaves me in awe how I'm alive Memories won't fade Etched to stay Our paradise The bliss of our lives Turned into one eternal night The fear as I stared death in the eye Leaves me in awe how I'm alive Feels like I should not be alive
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Heaven 03:59
Take me out of my way In me all aching shall fade My longing might finally end I give in to thee Safe is what I feel tonight Inside It's like heaven where I've gone And that's how I know it's paradise I broke into Lucidly failed Forsook my pride And let hatred refill Self-consciously I recall I gave in to thee Safe is what I feel tonight Inside It's like heaven where I've gone And that's how I know it's paradise Far away is where I feel alive Divine I'm in heaven when I'm gone And now I know I'm in paradise In my head 
I've said goodbye To my hesitance I'm sure now I'll take this path, I'm trusting this Like I've never trusted me I'm there at last Safe is what I feel tonight Inside It's like heaven where I've gone And that's how I know it's paradise Far away is where I feel alive Divine I'm in heaven when I'm gone And now I know I'm in paradise In my head 
I've said goodbye To my hesitance I'm sure now
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All I Have 05:18
I was told that you're supposed to Give them all You were all I had But it was all in my head All you gave me was this coldness In your eyes Hate was all you felt Now that's all I have to give Hiding deep down Might be tears that flood inside Though never shared For that is all I have It has a hold of me The ice won't melt inside All because of you I have nothing left to lose Hope is out there But it's nowhere close to me Here I've stopped to feel I have nothing left to give Hiding deep down Might be tears that flood inside Though never shared For that is all I have All in control I'm a stone without a soul I never share For that is all I Have in me All in me Can't run free Having me is everything I'd never Ever be I'm telling you, I'm selling you I'm yelling too I'm seeing hell in you And now I'm seeing hell in me How can I be you? Never wanted you Can I free myself from you? Hiding deep down Might be tears that flood inside Though never shared For that is all I have All in control I'm a stone without a soul I never share For that is all I have
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Decayed 04:48
This, is this for real? My fears are escaping me I'm here nothing stands in my way I see it so clear The feeling's all over me I see now how I must've been Saved by a dream I know by signs you give How well we belonged from start You and I cannot live apart My new life is my law Finding answers to everything I was climbing before now I fly And I'll never resign Now I can attain anything And that's why I'm saved by a dream I know by signs you give How well we belonged from start You and I cannot live apart They might say I'm delusional In every way decayed Cursed by the dream I see from signs you give How blind I have been from start And now we can't live apart
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Somewhere 04:14
Words all drenched in silence Choices of reason sweeping in My fate lost without guidance Guidance in treason deep within Somewhere I am falling through the sky forever Somewhere All the pieces fall apart and Suddenly, finally Fallen dreams assemble Can't you see that I'll be free? Escape, fall in to slumber Currents of darkness passing through All of my hope is fading Truth is lying I am not like you Somewhere I am falling through the sky forever Somewhere All the pieces fall apart and Suddenly, finally Fallen dreams assemble Can't you see that I'll be free? Here in my own misery Life breathes again Far, far from reality New ways of change begin Somewhere I am falling through the sky forever Somewhere All the pieces fall apart Somewhere I am falling through the sky forever Somewhere All the pieces fall apart and Suddenly, finally Fallen dreams assemble Can't you see that I'll be free? New ways of change begin
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Before everything will start to fade Till the sun dies and all it leaves is shade I will only ask of you to try to forgive my faith It brings me to life that I'm satisfied To know that I'm right where I belong To enter this light Must be the best thing that I've done And now I am blessed and overcome Believe me I've seen how this will end I can no longer lie and I can't pretend I've realized I have to go And now I'm finally free I feel it is my path It is within my grasp I know that this time it will last It brings me to life that I'm satisfied To know that I'm right where I belong To enter this light Must be the best thing that I've done And now I am blessed and overcome Before everything will start to fade Till the sun dies and all it leaves is shade I will only ask of you to try to forgive my faith And now I am blessed and overcome
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Believes in what he's saying He says she's disobeying That's why he has to punish And control her all the time She could just be playing And for that she would be paying And feel guilt As she was told she had been bad It was her fault The mother's only praying She's not anticipating That this will ever end That he won't change back to a friend The memories are staying And mentally they're slaying The trust and self-esteem There's none behind that poor child's beam Why are you staying? 
He's hurt you since day one What are you waiting for?
It's time to leave and run Cry in pain Through the sound Of falling rain To the ground Conscience's slain Failure's crowned Break the chain Before you're downed Even her love life's failing The love is slowly fading And the man she had married Starts to blame it all on her She keeps on dissipating The fact that he's behaving Just like her wicked dad It's the same all over again Why are you staying? 
He's hurt you since day one What are you waiting for?
It's time to leave and run Cry in pain Through the sound Of falling rain To the ground Conscience's slain Failure's crowned Break the chain Before you're downed All my life I've felt so ashamed And it's all my fault At least I'm always blamed Can't believe the way I have been living For so long, I just kept forgiving It doesn't matter how hard I try To do better, I'm doomed to fail anyway There's no use, what can I do?
I have no choice I have to go I have to break the chain And get away Got to find a way to get away Cry in pain Through the sound Of falling rain To the ground Conscience's slain Failure's crowned Break the chain Before you're downed Break the chain
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Sounds of despair echo through (A plague of dust is spreading) Lands laid to rest, broken view And may the fields never grow again Never rise again We got to shake the world awake To read all the signs of our mistakes And leave all the darkness far behind To see us rising one last time As we're facing the end can we open our eyes? (The voice of silence speaking) Crack the earth to escape from this beautiful lie One last time We got to shake the world awake To read all the signs of our mistakes And leave all the darkness far behind To see us rising one last time One last time Our hope's swept away We were never here to stay In time we'll be on our way Our hope's swept away 'Cause we were never here to stay In time we'll be on our way To the end Our hope's swept away 'Cause we were never meant to stay In time we'll be on our way We got to shake the world awake To read all the signs of our mistakes And leave all the darkness far behind To see us rising one last time We'll read all the signs of our mistakes And leave all the darkness far behind To see us rising one last time
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The Ending 03:53
Hidden underground Parted from the world Listening to the sound Of whispers inside Hoping no one sees What's become of me Facing death somehow It's the only way I know that now Say the voices inside Hoping no one sees What's becoming of me My enemy is only me Save me from myself Don't give me freedom I cannot escape from myself The fight is over And it will not help Trapped beneath the shell Of the world I knew And now I'm closer to hell With my screams inside Hoping no one sees What's becoming of me My enemy is killing me Save me from myself Don't give me freedom I cannot escape from myself The fight is over And it will not help Me from myself Don't give me freedom I cannot escape from myself The fight is over And it will not help
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Drowned in dust Everything we've built up in debris Heaven fell, it fell on us Now we struggle to live No escape No help to get A storm is coming our way Lands are lost It's getting dark And it's colder each day What we had Nothing's left Lost here in isolation Emptiness And regrets The future has met an ending now Years have gone Since we lost all control And my home Is invaded by storms And my soul Yearns for finding a cure I won't go To my doom, I'll make sure What we had Nothing's left Lost here in isolation Emptiness And regrets The future has met an end I will go, I'll do it, I'll leave these grounds I will find a way, I'll make it count It's my destiny what lies ahead Far beyond all of this that we know There will be an answer and a journey home I'll take a leap and I might save us all Loneliness be my friend I will show That I'm the one for this, that I know On my way I'll do whatever it will take Out here I have you as my star and my light when all goes dark And I will be back, I promised you Here I see now that if I were to be able to see this through I won't be coming back to you This, this is my path, I know where to go and I'm not going back, Think, think of what's ahead, not what's left behind 'cause I'm not going back I see in front of me the future we went out for But what will come to be if no one's there but me I put myself into this, no one else to blame How did I think this would end, I'm all drowned in shame I did this, I'm sorry, I swear that I was trying I thought I could win this, instead I left you dying What we had Nothing's left Lost here in isolation Emptiness And regrets The future has met the end How did I think this would end No one else here to blame I'm all drowned in shame

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This is our first full length album, filled to the brink with epic, cinematic metal! We hope you'll enjoy!

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released October 2, 2015

Since Ever is:
Linda Lundberg - Vocals
Niklas Johansson - Guitars
Andreas Bohlin - Keyboards
Isac Danielsson - Bass
Olle Holst Ussing - Drums

Music and lyrics by Niklas Johansson and Linda Lundberg
Produced by Niklas Johansson
Engineered by Isac Danielsson
Mixed & Mastered by Andreas Grimell

Since Ever would like to thank Andreas Grimell for his dedication and
hard work on mixing the album. We thank Ringo Nilsson for contributing
with vocals and songwriting on Break the Chain.
We would also like to thank Teodor Hässler for making our first
music video, Moon Ring Design and H.E.W Designs for creating
the album design and Niklas Thim for the photography.
Last, we would like to thank our families and friends for their support
and feedback through the years!

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Since Ever Stockholm, Sweden

Since Ever is a Stockholm based symphonic metal band that has united modern metal with the epic sound similar to modern Hollywood movies and trailers.

Fronted by vocalist Linda Lundberg they deliver grand, catchy choruses with lyrics that move the listener.
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